I hung out with my bf and time flies when we hang out. I hate how fast time goes by. Laying in bed watching movies is so relaxing. But I work Wednesday and he had to bring me home. He fell asleep for a few minutes and was releaved I was there when he woke. He told me about his bad dream. “It was night and snowing out and you wore this black dress. You put your hand on my cheek and told me things weren’t working out, that you found someone else. And you walked away and didn’t turn back and I kept calling your name and yelled your name.” And he looked sad telling me that and I kind of teared up a bit hearing that. I told him that wasn’t going to happen, I wasn’t going to leave him. I got ready for him to take me home and he said he hates the drive back home. It was snowing hard and this snow went flying in front of the car, splat on the window. It made me nervous because it seemed a bit dangerous out to drive, and he said it was the first time he was actually frightened to drive. He made some joke about him driving home and turning into a crushed pop can. That made me nervous the rest of the ride home really not wanting him to drive home. I kept saying how I wanted him to just sleep on my couch, but he said he had to bring his roommate to work early. I stood there outside in the snow before he got back into his vehicle to drive home. I really didn’t want to let go and have him drive home. I hate Minnesota’s stupid weather right now. It is supposed to be fucking Spring and it snows like this. He made it home ok, but I hope the weather gets better for Wednesday afternoon because he is picking me up from work to hang out. I hope the roads don’t get icy. I hate getting worried. Fuck you snow, go away.
Tuesday April 2nd my boyfriend and I went to go get tattoos. I got a bunny head with crossbones which is a logo for one of my favorite artists Junko Mizuno. We went to a tattoo place called Saint Sabrina’s which is like the top tattoo place in Minnesota. It is very professional. The inside is very nice and the tattoo artists are really good. I am super picky about tattoo artists and I am glad my tattoo came out so nice, and there are no squiggly lines. My boyfriend got his dad’s nickname tattooed on his arm in memory of him. His turned out really nice too. It was our first tattoo.
so this male who added me on fb started being nasty, asking if I would mind if he jerked off to my pics. I asked him if he would mind if I screen shot the convo and showed it to his family. He started apologizing and asked me not to. Haha, that is right, don’t mess with me you little shit.
Idk what to say when my guy friends ask me why I am not seeing anyone. Uhhhhh, I’m just not? lol. It always feels a little weird when I get asked “why are you single?” I am not looking, or found someone, and I’m not being asked out currently… so I guess that is why. I’m fine being single.
Voting is over. I’m glad Obama won. I’m also so glad that many people voted No on the Minnesota marriage amendment. I was getting nervous there with how close it was getting. I wish that was never put on the ballot, but it’s over, and I hope I don’t see it again. I hope we can keep moving forward. Later today (after I go to bed and wake up) I feel like celebrating!
And on a personal note, happy that an ex is getting flirty with me again, missing me and wanting to cuddle. :) I’m a little sleepy, but just happy about these things.
- Mike: I think you got me pregnant. Congratulations you are the mother.
- Me: oh shit, not my baby XD
- Mike: You bastard. you can't leave me alone with this thing inside me.
- Me: your body has a way of shutting it down, don't worry bby
- Mike: by what? shitting it out? lmfao
- Me: yes
- Mike: my butt is going to be the size of a crater then.
- LOL
Is it weird to be attracted to someone’s voice? I don’t have a crush on my friend, but I’m attracted to his voice. I have been friend’s with this guy online for a few years, and a few nights ago heard his voice for the first time on a skype call. Now I want to have a skype call again just to listen to him talk. Lol.
I dislike when people ask me if they can ask a question. I always assume the worst. Is this a bad, offensive, sexual, inappropriate, etc question? Why not just ask it? “Uh… ok…what is your question?”
Mike: What are you up to?
Me: Eating icecream and waiting for 2 Broke girls to come on.
Mike: Is that like Brokeback Mountain? haha
Me: Haha! No. lol
Mike: Oh I just thought just because it sounded like two girls….haha

Rainbow Brite (by Emily B)
I wore this to the State Fair. I had a mini backpack with Rainbow Brite on it. Apparently on the bus going to the fair, some young guy who was standing kept looking at me. My mom told me when we got off the bus. Maybe because I was very colorful. I got a complement on my outfit at the fair. :) The skirt is made by me. I had a fun day at the State Fair, I was there from 1pm-11pm. My feet got tired from walking a lot. Good thing I wore comfortable shoes.
